Feel so close

First post... no pressure...

Have you heard that song 'Feel so Close'?

I really like this song... For many reason, catchy beat, few words, but its got a lot of soul. It really makes me feel good, and really could be the theme song to my day. 

Last night was a bit of a emotional roller coaster. I 'willingly' forced myself to talk about things that I may not necessarily be comfortable talking about.... my feelings. After spending many years building up walls, and making sure I had little to no reason to ever talk about those evil things, those walls came down. (They of course have been coming down slowly, but last night I felt completely exposed). Letting yourself take that leap, and tell another person how you feel is one of the scariest things one can do. I mean... you leave your self completely vulnerable. And we all know the way it come out and the way it is in your mind are never quite the same. Luckily for me, letting go and talking about what was going on was liberating. It was a huge weight lifted off me. I am going to try to make an effort to let more walls down. Just be free with my thoughts. I don't want to live behind my walls anymore.... 

Thats all for now. 

My research is calling my name, and says I need to get to work

   

ps check out jared's blog ... This is my crazy, philosophical boyfriend!